The deep in me : An Afterthought

What is me? What is the meaning being me? Why am i here? What is the purpose for being me? What is my purpose? Is this important?

That is the basic question of human. It is the axis mundi. It is the fundamental question for human being. Those question cannot be answer from other human. It must be from inside. Everything comes from outside is not original. Original is the basic of human being. But it doesn’t mean that everything from outside is not needed for the fundamental question of human being. Everything from outside the human is can be a great property to answer that fundamental questions. But only with one condition, it must be discuss first. It has to be dialogue first. Everything from outside cannot be come in to the soul of human being to answer the fundamental questions without discourse. So the result is, the answer will not come only from inside. It comes from the synchronization inside and outside. Instantly, inside and outside will united, it is the fundament of human being.

Rick warren, lately wrote a very famous book, named The Purpose of Life. The book is contain a series of arguments from his beliefs with a thousands of verses of the bible to support his ideas. From my reading of the book (so far), i see that Warren wants to doctrine us with a thousand of argument with one purpose, we can agree with what his ideas and we can internalize those ideas to our life. The purpose of life, is one of the fundamental questions of our life. Like I sad, we cannot find the answer for that just from outside. It must be the synchronization inside and outside. Without that, it will become a fake answer. So rick warren’s book, is not suitable to answer the fundamental questions. I really don’t want my thought will become an ideology. Because it’s danger. And I don’t want to make my ideas will become absolute. So now I want to develop my ideas with lot of reading many books.

So now, the further question is, what can I do? Is science that celebrated all the time in our age, can answer all the fundamental question? I don’t think so. Because, with my experience, science cannot make answer for a deep question. Is that so? Yea, it’s very true. One of the basic thought in science is materialism, and we all know that material world is not make answer for anything deep. Material is very shallow. It’s a contradiction with the fundamental questions of human being. Of course to go to the deep thing we start from the shallow, but shallow itself is not a deep. Deep is deep and shallow still shallow. To become deep, we need deep try. We cannot find a deep thing, only in shallow. Science is shallow. That’s why science is not compatible to answer the fundamental questions of human being. 

Of course we all need science to run our life. But it’s gonna be a problem, if we make science the most important thing In ours lives. We must have a deeper thing than that. Because if it doesn’t so, we will live a shallow life. Because science itself is very shallow. We need a deep answer for the fundamental question for our life. So that we will live a deep live. It is strong. We all want a strong life, with a meaningful life.